Saturday, October 8, 2011

Hashimoto Who?





About a year into our youngest daughter's diagnosis of type 1 diabetes, just when things were starting to balance emotionally and physically, we noticed a few unresolved issues. 

Each night at bedtime, our youngest daughter would ask us to rub her legs because she said they hurt. The first thought was the possibility of growing pains.  My husband grew about six inches in one year as a child and he remembered feeling achy all over, especially in his legs.  This is not hard to imagine as he is now 6'3".  Our daughters are quite the opposite and very petite, so it is difficult to imagine growing pains.

We made a note of it on our list of questions for our doctor team and went about the day.  Mysteriously, the pain subsided each morning only to return each night.  After a solid week, I called our pediatrician who told us to bring her in so that she could have a look.

Not sure herself of what it could be, one idea was the possibility of restless leg syndrome, which is the inability to hold your legs still at night.  RLS also can cause joint pain and general soreness.  Since our pediatrician wasn't entirely sure, she suggested we mention it to our endocrinologist office.  To help facilitate the conversation, she put a note into our virtual chart, which also links to the endo office, so that everyone could be on the same page.  Love this feature by the way! 

Later that week, I visited my trusted Google search engine and searched all sorts of leg symptoms including leg cramps and muscle aches.  One of the search returns landed me in the world of multiple endocrine disorders simply known as Poly glandular Autoimmune Syndrome.  PAS is the big name for having more than one autoimmune disease (like Type 1 Diabetes AND thyroid disease).  The thyroid is this little tiny, oft forgot butterfly-shaped gland in the neck.  The thyroid produces several hormones like T3 and T4 which help oxygen get into your cells, helping to convert that (and calories) into energy.  It is often referred to as the Master Gland of the Endocrine system. 

With thyroid disease, it appeared that it could be either hyperthyroid - Grave's Disease or hypothyroid - Hashimoto's Disease.  The more likely candidate was Hashimoto's as our youngest daughter had many of the symptoms from leg pain, fatigue, sensitivity to cold, brittle hair and the occasional constipation.

The irony is that none of these symptoms amount to much, but together they directly seemed to point as a very serious autoimmune disease.  One that left unresolved, could eventually turn into infertility or miscarriage when our youngest daughter was older.  For a disease that is most frequently diagnosed in middle aged women, at not quite five years old, she was a very young candidate.  While it was possible, it wasn't entirely probable.

At our endocrinologist appointment, we discussed the possibility of either RLS or PAS.  Reviewing our recent blood work, our youngest daughter showed no signs of thyroid disease but the team wasn't convinced that it was RLS either.  However, because our team is great at looking at the patient and going the extra mile to do what is best, the endo team agreed to re-do our labs.

Three days later, our head endocrinologist called our home.  It was 6:00 p.m. and I remember the exact time because I was in the middle of preparing dinner for our family.  My husband and daughters were at the neighbor's playing wiffleball and I was alone in our home. 

"Amy, I have something to tell you but I think you already know", said our doctor.  He paused and said, "It is Hashimoto's."

When you take a phone call like that, your world seems to pause.  The same effect that I had when hearing her diagnosis of Type 1 Diabetes happened for a second time.  Everything is blurry and yet hyper-focused all at once.  It is extreme tunnel-vision. 

I calmly asked for the script information and listened to the details of when and how she would start on her hormone replacement.  I asked about storage and re-testing.  Then, I hung up the phone, sat on the couch and felt tears roll down my cheeks. 

Another diagnosis.

Some time passed and I call my husband, asking him to come home without our daughters, so that we can discuss it first before telling them. 

And he said, "Hashimoto Who?" 






Which really, is the best way to end this story.  Aside from the numerous blood draws, one every six weeks during dose changes, 2 per year when things are going smoothly, Hashimotos barely interferes with our life.  One tiny white pill each morning about an hour before breakfast.  That's it. 

Our youngest daughter's leg pains subsided in a few weeks and amazingly, her personality turned into an even brighter ray of sunshine.  She has more energy and her hair has grown like it never has before.  She radiates beauty, health and positivity.

Now we all say, "Hashimoto Who?"

 

Friday, October 7, 2011

Waiting Room - Crazy Room



Right now, as I type this, my beautiful, smart, sweet and kind oldest daughter is going through her first surgery

Words escape me.

In four hours, she will be out, recovering and preparing to spend a night in the hospital for the first time in her young life.

In four hours, I will be able to breathe again and exhale that all-too-important sigh of relief.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Big Ugly ( The Story of Our Favorite Tester)



                               

Years ago, we joined a local Type 1 Diabetes support group on the recommendation from our hospital social worker.  We didn't know a single person that attended but we were anxious (and near desperate) to connect with someone who understood a few of the new words that we were using; bolus, hypoglycemic, A1c.

One of the first support group meetings was held at a local movie theater.  We packed up our suitcase of supplies and headed over to join the group.  After viewing the movie, the group had a get-to-know-you-better meeting in one of the theater party rooms and it was decided that the kids would play a game called, "Test Your Blood Sugar As A Group And Embarrass Your Parents." 

I hated this game. 

At the time, our youngest daughter was so newly diagnosed that she still screamed and cried during blood sugar checks.  Not to mention that she was still just a 3 year old and after an hour and half in the movie theater, she was pretty much done with the group in general.

As a mom, I was so (really the only word here is actually needy), hoping to belong that I made us stay and play the game.

What I didn't realize was that within the diabetes community, there are people who think some blood sugar meters are better than others.  This is similar to the clique in middle school that teased you for wearing Wranglers instead of Jordache.



Balancing our youngest daughter on one knee and trying to console our slightly older 5 year old daughter who is now upset that she doesn't have diabetes (oh the irony of fore-shadowing), I pull out our Accu-Chek Compact Plus.

At the time, this meter we are carrying is bigger, bolder and more blue than anything else on the market.  It sticks out like a sore thumb -  pun poke intended. 

I feel the looks, the snickers and the smiles beaming down at me as I am attempting to blend into the crowd.  We are new at this and it clearly shows.

Then, I hear someone say, "Look mom!  That lady has the big ugly tester from the hospital!" 

To which a voice loudly replies, "Oh my God!  You are right!  They are using the FREE tester!  That is the big ugly tester" 

And then there is laughter.  Lots of laughter.  All around the room. I feel my cheeks burn and I am wishing for the magic that would make our family disappear to a Hawaiian beach.







A moment later, the woman and her son attempt to lecture me on why their particular brand of tester is better and why I should stop using mine right now.  The conversation is ridiculous and I find myself looking for an exit strategy as quickly as possible. 

We do end up leaving both the venue and the group.  It takes me while to find another local group where I know our family will fit in and be welcome with Big Ugly. 

You might wonder if we still use the Accu-Chek Compact Plus.  Yes, we do.  I prefer it to most others (and I have tried them all at this point) simply because this really is the tank of all testers.  It houses a 17 strip cartridge so I know I won't have to fumble with inserting or removing strips in the middle of the night or in a dark movie theater or at a wedding reception.  I also love that it is fairly inexpensive.  We have meters everywhere but still lose them from time to time.  I can easily pick up a new one for $14.99 (sometimes even free after rebate like at CVS this week) at any pharmacy.  The customer service is outstanding.  I know this because we are tough on our meters and tend to drop them on our hardwood floors quite often.  On a recent back-to-school supply recognizance mission, I called the company, asked and received at no charge, two meters and a new lancing device shipped directly to my house.  You just can't beat that.

Big Ugly is like a family member.  This meter has literally saved both of my girls lives by keeping hypo and hyperglycemia at bay.  Without it, we would be back to dipping urine and guessing blood sugars.  It may not be the trendiest of gadgets, see handy and dandy but not just for fun , but it is what works and that is what is most important at the end of the day.

Our current Big Ugly





Disclaimer:  Accu-Chek did not endorse or pay me to say these nice things.  Our family just happens to really like Big Ugly and wanted to share our story.